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    Despite this people ignore his actions because he isnt vocal about it , he just drops it but doesnt even…

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    I’m definitely going to read MP after the movie comes out. I’m loving these teasers.

  3. Default position is tucked, and he seems to just be retucking it.

  4. Well,isn’t Zayn the end of June?? 😝😂🍉

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    He didn’t do either…lol…

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    Harry doesn’t “zarry baiting”… lol.

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    I think he sang Medicine to kind of honor the victims of the gay bar in Oslo when there was…

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    anyone have the video. Whyvis he wearing a tiara😆😆


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Beulah De jager
Beulah De jager
1 year ago

Harry was wearing a ring with his cross necklace yesterday

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Rang
Rang
1 year ago

I saw and old interview of 1D. Thought it was funny, bc someone asked the boys if they wld ever want to live in America. Zayn spoke and said No!! Pretty quickly too. Lol. He said, he can’t imagine staying away from his family, he is close with them and he’d have to stay with the UK. He a Uk man. Thought it was sad alittle too bc what changed? He’s seems so distant from that Z in 1d. I know ppl get older but he seems lost.

Peaches
Peaches
1 year ago

I really hope they are happy…

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Kate
Kate
1 year ago

https://youtu.be/DKNUgt-mm4g

This is so weird. I’ve seen other weird videos from this YouTube channel, so I decided to share one. The channel is called xxxtightropes and it is a Gigi fan posting and English isn’t his first language. He refers to Khai as “Gigi Hadid and his baby” and I don’t know if he is trying to say her baby or if he is trying not to say Zayn’s name, either way is not correct.

Harry's zayn
Harry's zayn
1 year ago

I have a theory, but i could be totally wrong. I feel like her family knows abt harry, yah, esp yolanda and bella. I dont think she would not tell her mother abt something that huge, and as bella and gigi seem rlly close soooo yk?? Anyway anyway, coming to the point, I think that attack on Z was planned by gigi??? I am very sure that she must’ve listened to yellow metal as it made a lot of buzz (in the fandom) when it was released. She must have not inferred more than we did coz the song rlly unclear, but it was very clear from some of the pointing lyrics that he was confessing his love to ‘someone’ with a broken ‘i am abt to cry come and hug me i love you’ and also mentioned abt being on the BRINK of doing smth then later went onto say he didnt want that ‘someone’ to move on just yet. I think gigi must have got rlly inseure and had a very ‘fruitful’ disscussion with her mom and bella, so they might’ve stirred the fight to get zayn in the path like ‘oh hon? you’re on the brink of going to him, okay lemme put the shit straight to you’ and BAMMM we have a random guy who bella very well knows attacking on zayn for literally no reason!? calling him a homophobic slur for NO REASON.

Adnil
Adnil
1 year ago

Hi AD! I just read the Neon Red chapters and they are so good! I had just finished TTUM and thoroughly enjoyed it, so the timing of NR is perfect for me. What a wonderful writer you are and we all are looking forward to the next chapters….😉

mtfmaria
mtfmaria
1 year ago

Zarry reminds me of Charles&Camilla. So many people hurt bc they couldn’t be together & after all that pain, it seems they were endgame. Wonder if that will happen with Z&H.

k.m.
k.m.
1 year ago

I gotta thank you for making this website AD, i now have people who won’t call me delusional when i want to discuss zarry lmao.

anyway, i started reading This Thing Upon Me about a month or two ago and i was getting through it way too quickly for my liking (especially since Neon Red wasn’t out yet and i was probably at my prime zarry craze haha) so i stopped and made myself focus on coursework. Then i got caught up with exams (still am tbh but i’m almost done!!) and forgot ab everything, and one day i was f-cking around on youtube to distract myself from life and i came across a video of yours that i’d never seen and i went ‘why not?’, you know, like an idiot. I don’t remember the video but the beginning said you made a website and i checked it out and now here i am, checking the website every day because i have nothing better to do 🙂

so yeah lol, thanks! <3

R T
R T
1 year ago

Feel like I’m probably so late to the punch but just say this picture of Harry pop up on my Instagram discover page and thought of Zayns striped Donald Duck shirt he wore for GQ Spain.

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idkwhy
idkwhy
1 year ago

Was getting groceries tonight and saw Who magazine had “H’olivia” story with “going to strength to strength” + “Jason devastated and not willing to move on”. So pretty much the same stuff but mentions of the recent “H’o” lunch pictures. What was interesting was on the page was article about Liam breaking his engagment to Maya AND below it the first “Gigi not happy with Zayn due to 2am fight” story i.e. relationship on the rocks. So definitely getting that he’s being set up for a break up vibe.

Wtj99
Wtj99
1 year ago

A million chances of our glances
Catching eyes across the room
What if I forget my lines and lose all my composure.
There are so many lyrics in Z’s songs that subtly indicate or connect to H and the nature of their relationship.
It’s honestly surprising that one needs to listen to them repeatedly to make the connection.Although they are vague .

emiliano
emiliano
1 year ago

this is my first time ever saying anything and interacting with my zarry community but I came today to say my personal story and how thankful I am to all in this community. I came out to my parents as gay not too long ago and when I did they kicked me out of my house because of it and became homeless in May of 2021 and since then I had been living in a homeless shelter in OKC for about a couple days till one of my friends took me in and it pains me to write this to all of you but I wanted to give voice to everyone who has or had gone thru what I experienced and I want to tell you that you’re not alone in this journey, I know some in this community and others have had to deal with their demons and so have I and that’s why I love this community and A.D because it gave people like me a safe space and I want to thank you for giving me happiness and a reason to live and without yall or harry and zayns love I would not be here, because of this community I felt like it was ok to be gay and voice opinions in and out of home, zarry has gotten me thru ruff times and so has A.D so thank you all tpwk and love. sincerely yours Emiliano

Goldenview
Goldenview
1 year ago

So GREEN and YELLOW saga is going on ….

zayn’s green phone case .

Harry’s yellow phone case.

Kate
Kate
1 year ago

I was looking at the science post on this website with collages of Zarry kisspering because it’s cute and hot and I’ve lost my mind and I was thinking of Zayn’s infamous never talked to Harry quote and besides sitting out in the open at a fashion show next to Yolanda, they (Zarry) seemed to have trouble locating each other’s ears, so maybe they didn’t really talk.

They were able to find their other bandmate’s ears in the traditional spot, side of head, and they were able to talk to them in various parts of the stage without glueing their bodies together, but Zayn would be looking for Harry’s ear on the front of his face, Harry would be looking for Zayn’s ear in the back middle of his head, his temple and from time to time he got close with behind his ear.

This would be funny if AD wrote it, maybe Zarry search for ears could be a YouTube video or a post on here.

TlH
TlH
1 year ago

This is wild! So yesterday Olivia commented on a book shes reading called Animal by Lisa Taddeo who also wrote Three Women which is a book Harry has read and prob recommended. I assume Harry also has read Animal. So I’m reading an excerpt of Animal to see if I’d like it and this jumps out at me “He likened his relationship with me to Icarus. He was Icarus and I was the sun”. OMG! CRAZY!

https://www.nytimes.com/2021/06/08/books/review/animal-by-lisa-taddeo-an-excerpt.html

Peaches
Peaches
1 year ago

Hey AD! I would like to suggest something – would you consider making a forum instead of the comment section? I’m sure a few people around here would apply to be mods and could take some work load off of you. Anyway, if you’d consider accepting my follow on twitter (Peaches_WoT) I would be pretty happy 😊 Again, thank you for everything you do!

Tpwk.no_jugdement
Tpwk.no_jugdement
1 year ago

I want to share something about back to life and adore u mv
So in back to life zayn said „honestly she is the only one thats watching over me“ thats the way harry was treating the fish like feeding food, changing water etc. „Gives me oxygen when it gets hard to breath“ it defines how harry never forced zayn to stay and gave him space like he did with the fish. „And if i am wrong or right she is always on my side“ like the decision he make to leave. „And if i lose a fight i know she will bring me back to life“ defines how his anxiety tries to take over he makes him happy and relax just how the fish was happy with him.

Zarrylover
Zarrylover
1 year ago

AD, Bella has been hinting about zarry for ages. There are posts on insta which go way back to 2019 and they all seem zarry related. I thought it was an exaggeration but it is not. Even now bella put up a story with a hand filled with zarry tattoos and the bird tatto was scratched out with red ink. I wish I was lying. The whole family are a bunch of psychopaths. I am scared now🥴😭. I don’t know what the f**k is wrong with all of them.

idkwhy
idkwhy
1 year ago

Well and truly “h’over Holivia” … no longer have any interest in seeing DWD unless I can fast forward through to Harry’s scenes. Whether their relationship is real or not, I just feel the whole “hype” around it detracts from the film. Finding the vibe odd and off putting.

Curious what HS3 will be like .. may not like it either depending what he sings about …

Still really looking forward to My Policeman. Great book and an interesting, significant and very sad situation that impacted so many people then and still is now. Fabulous cast and the feel of the production is so delightfully open. All in all a much more attractive and compelling vibe.

idkwhy
idkwhy
1 year ago

DWD release has been bumped out into 2022 …

Taandem34
Taandem34
1 year ago

interesting obs person does look similar but need to buy magnifying glass for this one! why no fan pics with h or h&z? brit awards – audio seems to confirm z in room, but again no pics. h pics with fans in around london, fans say h&o together, fans say o taking pics, fans say h&o holding hands and kissing, but again no pics. h&o pic in restaurant, think i read person who took pic had a pic of them kissing but wasnt going to release, really??? now dwd bump to 2022. h&o will need to get engaged pregnant or married to keep PR going that long

Yellow
Yellow
1 year ago

Weird as fuck

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Anonymous
Anonymous
1 year ago

Is it wrong that I think she’s a poser?
https://www.instagram.com/p/CP3Kh5nrG2B/?utm_medium=copy_link

idkwhy
idkwhy
1 year ago

that’s the nature of life .. there’s always more questions than answers …

idkwhy
idkwhy
1 year ago

“Holivia” sure likes walks … see @_frozenyogurt on twitter for “shaking” wander video dated 3 Jun …

Daniela Torres
Daniela Torres
1 year ago

I don’t know if you missed my comment on the old discussion post but here is what I said “ Hey AD! So continuing from my comment on your Instagram story on the connection of the movie Brokeback Mountain (2005) and H & Z’s music, these are the parallels that I have seen and heard of so far:
FTDT slowed down is exactly the same as the theme song for this movie, there is a YT channel that has a video on this, the channel is called womanwiththeredrose.
The movies production company is called River Road Production.
When I first watched the movie last Friday there was a lyrical parallel from one of the male characters to the lyrics of River Road:
Ennis Del Mar: “For as long as we can ride it. There ain’t no reins on this one” 1:01:31
Zayn (River Road): “Let go of the reins, ride the rhythm”
Another connection is that the movie poster, that you can find on google, says “Love is a force of nature” just like Z’s song … (PART 1)

Anon
Anon
1 year ago

What does it mean if the thumbs are touching?

waterainberry
waterainberry
1 year ago

heyaaaa AD ….GURRLLL wheres the chapter…..Iam ready *literally hidden inside my blanket like a sloth* ahhhh cant wait…..Im obsessed….

Anita
Anita
1 year ago

Can someone more in the know tell me who boris malik on twitter is and why is Harrys’ mom following him? I’m confused…

https://twitter.com/borismalik_/status/1401932391699169280?s=21

Momo
Momo
1 year ago

I’m reading This Thing Upon Me for the 3rd time just to get myself prepared for Neon Red, I can’t wait. You’re writing skills are just outstanding. Love to read canon Zarry. Thank you so much for all the work you put into everything you do for us 🙏

Denise
Denise
1 year ago

https://twitter.com/harryguccidoll/status/1384976136644579334?s=19

Someone who I follow like this video and I can’t get it off my mind lol. So I want to share with you all 😂🤤

Aryane
Aryane
1 year ago

Sure hate is not justifiable here, but Z has acted in the past with very little care and respect for others, professionally (his own band mates to whom he didn’t say goodbye, several journalists, his own management team, other artists) and personally (Harry, Perrie). So criticizing him for these kind of actions is completely justified (and the contrary is quite troubling tbh…).
But while his fans often excuse inexcusable behaviors from him, in this situation a lot of them misunderstood a very clear exchange of insults and attributed to him the responsibility of words he simply repeated in a state of shock/anger.
So I don’t agree that Z is a perpetual victim, far from it, but he obviously is in some situations such as this one and the media treatment of it. But he has the power to rectify the narrative around him, without using the « Gigi’s baby daddy » (sickening) narrative, so I hope he finally does.

Anon
Anon
1 year ago

This!! He is reclusive, hides most of the time,barely shows his face on social media or elsewhere. Barely gives any interviews and now when he is trying to get his life back on track or at least it looked like he was seriously starting to do something about it this awful appalling incident takes place. And people are so eager to tarnish his reputation and just cancel him.

idkwhy
idkwhy
1 year ago

David Dawson spoke on video from Brighton as part of Pride Live Stonewall Day and as a member of the LGBTQ+ community he’s proud to part of.

idkwhy
idkwhy
1 year ago

sending love AD your gorgeous

Zarrylover
Zarrylover
1 year ago

Townes’ ( the girl for whom Harry apparently wrote Carolina ) sister, I believe her name is Isabella was also present at the venue. Looks like the group which attacked Zayn was very close knit. Also on insta, a zarry account pointed out that after the guy called Zayn ” a f****t” , the person who was recording or someone in the background said ” literally”. Looks like they might have tried to out him. Very scary and filthy situation.

darling
1 year ago

i still can’t wrap my head around the whole zayn fight. zarries were going online right right away pointing the finger at the hadid’s but i thought they took it too far. turns out everyone was right. bella’s mistake was picking someone so close to her. pictures of her hanging out with him have pretty much sunk the hadids. harry,daniell malik,eleanor (louis gf) & hopetownsound where z records all follow bella. want to see who unfollows her first. right now bella is pure poison (and her IG pic us that of an angel).

Paula
Paula
1 year ago

I’m amazed at how this incident has evolved over the past 24 or so hours. Thank you AD for your insightful post and video and giving us the facts. It saddens me that Zayn is always having to deal with negativity and hate in his personal life. It’s interesting that that particular F-slur was used in the altercation. If this was a set-up, as many people believe, was this word used for the sake of planting some doubt, in regards to Zayn’s sexuality, in the minds of the public to eventually expose him? Maybe Gigi is planning her split from Zayn by exposing his secret. Could it be that trying to cover it up is becoming too much work which isn’t worth her time now that Zayn is no longer ‘useful’ to her.

Searns
Searns
1 year ago

This man has said this bfr 6 months, don’t know how??

https://youtu.be/-ZnXgVRq2PY

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Meaghan
Meaghan
1 year ago

I saw a picture (twitter, not sure if its real) of the evening b4 the attack and BELLA HADID WAS there 🤯 😨 . What are the Hadids doing, don`t they anything else to do?

zahrahttps://s.w.org/images/core/emoji/13.0.1/svg/1f98b.svg on Twitter: “Bella Hadid was there that night. They are using zayn and actually break him. They are disgusting #hadidIsOverParty https://t.co/PoYvin9G8v” / Twitter

What kind of pictures 🤳 did Daniel have 🤔

Is it weird that i want to see them 😐 , like 😶 are they recent picture of Zarryyyy??!! 🧐 🤷‍♀️

Or did Gigi see AD recent post and her insecurities rose to Hurricane Lv. 5?? and the brawl was some kind of damage controll, so ppl. can talk sh*t about Zayn nd not her 😆

waiting for her to tweet smth 😅

Ishxx99
Ishxx99
1 year ago

Well apparently that guy is Daniel who is also a Dj and owner of Zaza along w Kendall Jenner. He’s bffs w Bella and moves alongside the ‘high society’ of Hollywood like Kardashians etc. BUT an interesting fact is that in the pic I attached, he was spotted hanging around w a group in which Isabelle Jones was present. Now this girl was also seen in the video of that altercation, if you look closely wearing the white crop top. Isabelle Jones is the younger sister of Townes Adair Jones apparently based on whom Harry wrote ‘Carolina’. There’s a connection somewhere. Its very eerie and I’m sure all the pieces of the puzzle will fit eventually.

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Anon
Anon
1 year ago

People suspect the attacker to have ties with the Hadids especially to Bella who was seen hanging out with him even after the incident. He apparently set his account to private just after this incident. His name is Daniel. And you can hear someone call out the name Daniel in the video.

Mellow Yetal
Mellow Yetal
1 year ago

Hey AD!
So quick post, unrelated to the bar attack
Idk if you’ve seen yet or not but the speculation that Z intentionally released Yellow Metal thru Daniaal has been confirmed, as a guy reacted to YM on Twitter, and Z retweeted saying it feels good to be understood

Chris
Chris
1 year ago

Saw comments about them talking about pictures in the video. Personally I can’t decipher any comments except for him yelling (rightfully so). Gut feeling is maybe they have pictures of Zayn with a man and was therefore coming after him for betrayal to Gigi. Why else on earth would a friend of theirs (hadids) come after her baby daddy unprovoked? I don’t know, but My gut really reacted to this one before I even knew what was going on. I’m really concerned this time. Still love Zayn and I’m on his side. No ones privacy should be exploited ever.

FineLine
FineLine
1 year ago

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